Being sick for these last few days I’ve found myself sort of out things. Sleeping the entire day Saturday helped me to get better I’m sure but I didn’t even go to school most of today I just popped in for two hours to get an acting assignment done. The problem with being sick is two fold 1) you find life is much too difficult to cope with when your own body doesn’t want to work properly. 2) the rest of the world keeps moving and you inevitably get left behind in some respect. I’d liken it to being in a coma. You find that the longer you feel rotten the less you can deal with the reality of the world and the more transcendent things become. When you do come out of this stupor you find the recovery to be traumatic as you must accelerate back into whatever mode you run at as a standard operating procedure.